I really miss this time when we talk & laugh tgether as a family. And how our close bonding really boost up my spirit to be a real successful person.

Can't help it anymore. I really felt guilty these days. Maybe it's my fault for not being a good daughter. Maybe...... No, it can't be. He has had enough. I can't bear it anymore. Maybe I look happy and cheerful. But, till now, NOT even a person knew what burden I'm carrying now. Ugh. Really feel like giving up everything. How come no one understand my position? Pls... Cut everything off!! I've no one now. No one to hear my problems and no one to help me. It's only Him that I have now. Oh. Get lost u *******. I can't help losing my temper each time seeing ur faces. Get lost and go back to ur country! Ohh**